Thursday, October 1, 2009

Question of the Day

If he was satisfied with what he was doing with himself, for himself prior to September 17th, HOW is he going to be satisfied now? With me? Including me? Making love with me and not just himself? How am I going to know? How can I trust his answer? How can I get through a love-making session without wondering what he's thinking about? Feeling like I'm not enough? Feeling self-conscious? Feeling unwelcome?...

okay, maybe more than one question...

1 comment:

  1. I know part of mine is that I live out repressed sexual feelings through captioning and my blog. I read and feel so jealous that your husband has someone who is trying to deal with this and be there for him. I am not sure what will happen, but I am praying for you and your husband. I hope that you both find a way to live and continue to love together. I hope that the road you are walking is not to harsh as you both travel down it.